Burden of Experience and Final Words

It's a mistake to attempt to express and word something as inexpressible as this trip. Skimming through what I've written I realize I've failed miserably in trying to describe what I've experienced - words destroy silence and silence is indeed the truth. These will be my last words on Phase 2.

In the long, dry and cold deserts of Ladakh, women with wrinkled faces and heavy winter clothes carry huge loads of grass or wheat on their stooped backs. Sometimes their cataract-grey eyes meet yours and you notice they seem lost and distant. They walk for miles before they get to their destinations. They are born in the area, they grow, eat, live, marry, mate, procreate, fall sick and die there. The rest of us are not very different.

The loads on our backs however are that of our experiences. I got countless advice on countless things on what is right, what I must do and not do. Each one advising based on the burden of his or her own experience or sometimes the lack of it. I stopped counting the many detractors I encountered on this journey - I met most of them the first time. Disproving them was a kick and a high in itself. When I was coming down from Kashmir, I got a call from a friend - the crux of the discussion was about how I would commute in Mumbai - no Himalayas, no Kashmir - it was about whether I would travel by auto or taxi. When I hung up, I felt odd - it was a mild wakeup signal that I was getting back to some old reality - it was Ladakh no more. Another was only about the color of my face and how black it had become and how what creams I need to use to get back to normal. Another was about a species of deer found only in Kashmir. Another was about Islam in Kashmir. Another was about why it's important to help the army. Another was about how safe I was. Another was about why Mumbai guys are cool. Another was about the futility of familial existence. Another was about food I ate. Another about security. All are well-intentioned but each of us are burdened by our experiences and we carry our loads and everything we do or speak seems to reflect this burden. It will be nice to live fresh without this burden and allow each moment for itself.

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After Ladakh, everything seems a little empty with its superficial layers and layers. Ladakh with its nothingness seems to have everything. When kids on the roads gave high-fives and smiled, it came from the inside. When someone expressed their distress with Ladakh - yahan pe kuch nahin hai, there's nothing here...we have to struggle for 8 months in the cold - there was truth in that distress. Down below Ladakh, there seems to be a lot outside - TV, phones, social jokes, the hellos, the funnies, saying the right things, what to eat, what to wear, which movie/ TV program to watch, news channels that talk about what Amitabh is doing, cell phone bill, electricity bill, salaries, incentives, PFs, getting to work, getting home, calling folks, writing blogs, uploading photos, repeating stories, repeating stories, repeating stories, politics in America, how to encourage our kids to be politically plugged in, how poverty is bad, how we must contribute more, how to plan your career growth, checking email, sending email, what to do in the weekend, planning flights, gifts to buy, are you smelling good, afternoon chai, work-life balance blah, blah - but it all feels a little empty in the inside. I don't know how to describe this. I've already sunk into my to-do lists. Ladakh was but a dream. The dream is over and the air smells different now.

SMSes I got through the journey

- Where are you? How was the day?
- Wow how come your ph is unreachable?
- F***! Lol
- Oh hell! Hw hs d ride bn dis far?
- God the beginning of the real adventure :) anyway have parathas in those 3 hrs
- Hilly babes are pavam
- Nicee
- Very good mr. Mechanic
- Why did you not tell me bhaskar was not coming?
- Wow
- Why is your ph unaccessible how come only sms works!
- How was the day today? How come no sms?
- Hi how are you and where are you?
- Too much
- Great have fun but keep me posted
- Hope all is good bull and you
- Awesome!!! Hope your return journey is as amazing...
- So dude wats up...Hws d bullet hw ws ur trip.
- How was the day today?
- Hi where are you? Nana just called i said you were on a 7day expedition around del without mentioning anything else.
- Cool, I just called ur office and norbert told me
- That's crazy! Congrats! I am sure nothing can truly explain how u feel.
- Sweet!!! Congratulations. I'm proud of you. Call ma. I think she's a little worried :-)
- Where are you? How are you?
- Cooooool
- Fabulous congrats really proud of you! Is it very cold?
- Wow! Awesome...
- Awesome man!!!
- Hehe. Wow. Thats grt. I hope u r clickg d snaps. Wish u safe journey. Enjoy 2 d fullest
- U da man
- Wow! It must hve been amazing..tc
- Where r u today Drive safely
- Wow. Take pictures of flower sellers on boats.
- Cool what a guy you are!
- Wow - enjoy. Any idea when wil u b in mumbai?
- hey that's cool..what are u upto. which city are u in now? good ur enjoting ur rides on a bullet. take lots of pics and show them to me later. when will u be back.
- Where are know?
- Good! Have you used lot of face creams?
- Chitra says get back to work
- :-) so you get here tomorrow?
- When are you back?
- Very good
- Yay! Hooray!
- Sahi hai very cool
- Fabulous. Great show blackie!
- F*** men lucky guy me jealous. Hey gud news me startd wrkng.

Manali-Leh: Should you do it alone?

The most consistent, popular question I was asked on Indian roads was this: Average kya deti hai? (how much average/mileage does it give?). The second was variations of: why are you doing it alone? For future riders of Manali-Leh, I will try to attempt an answer to this loaded question. Should you do it alone?

Like for most important questions, the answer is yes and no and it depends. Let me first slice it in different ways.

The terrain. 70% of the road is excellent and far better than anything that you'll come across in India. The other 30% is what makes Manali-Leh a cut above any other motorcycle trek. Before Rohtang, there are areas where there's a slush of mud and with insufficient speed your motorcycle can roll back. I saw a sardar family get off the car because it didn't climb. It requires a reasonable amount of driving and balancing skill. There are really, really rocky areas. There are large water patches and you'll worry that it'll get into the motorcycle (stop for a bit before driving through if your motorcycle is exhausted). There could be snow (rare). You'll pass through desert land - Ladakh, a cold desert with low oxygen levels. You'll climb up, down all a lot.

The weather. It's pleasant mostly but it'll get bitter cold. If you don't have good gloves, you'll have to keep moving your fingers all the time so the blood doesn't freeze. Double or triple soxing is a good idea. When you crap outside in the wee hours of the morning with your butt exposed, it's the ultimate chill!

The body. Acute Mountain Sickness (AMS) may or may not affect you depending on your constitution. You will not feel that thirsty but keep drinking water in a disciplined fashion at regular intervals. Carry cookies, crackers, chocolates, dry fruits - you'll feel like eating those and you should keep eating - sugar is good. Carry electrol (Glucon D) - the sugar will help. Diamox takes about 6 hours to kick-in so plan accordingly and take a Diamox and Dispirin (aspirin) together. I took it twice. The only spot where I faced any AMS was near Tandi gas station and almost nothing after that. Don't overeat. Under low oxygen, your body will perform differently - normal tasks such as tying your shoe lace will seem extremely complicated - just be aware of it. Doing regular exercise everyday (I chose AoL breathing excercises) is a good idea as it sets the rythm of your body.

The motorcycle. The behavior of the motorcycle will change just like that of your body's. For its basic function, the motorcycle will suck air, mix it with petrol, create a spark, burn the mixture and use the thermal energy to thrust itself forward. What happens is the air is rarefied and if the air filter is blocked (clean it), the carburretor will find it difficult to breath. One option when this happens is to remove the filter altogether. When tune the carb in such a way (turning anti-clockwise) as to open it, it'll suck in more air freely - imagine as having bigger nostrils and lungs. Your motorcycle's performance is bound to be suboptimal because you are tiring it continuously on a changing terrain. Your shock absorbers will get screwed. Jumping too much on rocks will also ruin your wheel and rim - watch out for this. I got mixed answers for what air pressure is optimal - one theory pro-higher tire pressure is the tire will bounce through rocks and pebbles (there are many, many) and will avoid a puncture, the other theory against-higher tire pressure is a tight tire will get heated faster so it will burn out quickly - both seem logical. Develop a sense of how the motorcycle is behaving by constantly being aware of it and observing it - its most important indicators are how it drives and how it sounds - surprisingly the latter tells you a lot. At one point, I'd tightened the brake so much that the chain and tire started heating up - though nothing happened, I intuitively felt something was wrong so I stopped. And I was right...when I looked for a bit I saw smoke coming out a heated chain - this was in Pahalgam, Kashmir and I took it to a local mechanic and let him meddle with the brake. Check your vehicle at the end of the day - check the tires for any pebbles etc., check the clutch and accelerator cables, check how your brakes function and brake lights, periodically check your spark plug, clean the air filter (take it to a tire pressure guy and he'll blow air into it) - it also helped that Ashok, the mechanic I found in Leh cleaned the tube leading from the air filter to the carb - that's where mine had a problem. If the vehicle's performance is suboptimal also consider cleaning the carburretor.

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So finally, what am I saying? Should you do it alone or not? The terrain, weather, body, and motorcycle are such that if you have to be screwed, you'll be screwed regardless of whether you are alone or you are with 10 people. Each of these factors is a BIG unknown and you can only attempt to reduce your risk but never eliminate it. You cannot realistically carry all the spares that you might ever need. If an avalanche or dump of snow or rocks or a glacier melt comes from somewhere nothing you do for your vehicle matters. Riding in separate distances can also leave you alone at the time of need in spite of driving in a group. But in your mind you'll feel a lot more relaxed when you drive in a group because that false sense of assurance does help.

However, it's dramatically a different experience to do it alone. Though I feel bad for Bhaskar that he couldn't make it, I was happy that he didn't because it gave me an opportunity to have a fundamentally different experience. Like Samir said when you ride with someone regardless of who it is, you are diffusing some of your energy. It's true. When you are alone you are doing it across a different circle of experience. It stretches the boundaries of your mental energy to different zones. It stretches your risk propensity to different levels and that reflects in other spheres of your life. When you are driving with the wind in your face and look back to see no one behind for miles and miles together and look ahead to see no one ahead of you - no one to any side, the thrill is different. Moreover on a philosophical level, you are alone anyways - you come and go alone - so being in the company of someone only gives a false sense of security. It let's you push the responsibility away from you. When you are alone you take the responsibility - you become the source of strength - not only for yourself but to those you'll come across along the way and after.

Finally when you look at the people who work for the Border Roads Organization fighting their battle with Nature with kids in their arms and tar on their faces, when you see great works of art and religion - the Gompas lost somewhere high up in the mountains and think about the people who built them, when you meet armymen who fight and protect our borders at minus 60 degree cold weather with ineffective equipment, when you see Ladakhis walking miles and miles doing what they do - agriculture of wheat or a vegetable that struggles to grow in a cold desert, when you think of the earlier civilizations that established themselves there many, many centuries ago when a motor never even existed - it puts things into perspective. Riding alone can easily be the easiest thing.

Day 11-12: Getting back to Delhi

It was little absurd driving back to Delhi. It was back to the regular highways, back to seeing dead, crushed dogs on roads, back to overturned trucks, back to cars cutting lanes, back to people and their funny ways. I stayed on a highway hotel in Haryana and wasted Rs.800/night (highest I ever paid on the trip) and reached Delhi the next morning and drove straight to the service workshop in Yusuf Sarai. The mechanics (particularly Dharmendar who worked on my Bull) were thrilled to see me back in one piece. My Bull got its 3rd service and I finally ate a late lunch with Brijesh - it was nice. Soon, I observed my thoughts slowly getting diluted hour by hour by hour and settling into what we call reality and making the previous 10 days seem surreal and something out of a dream.

Day 10: Drass - Srinagar - Jammu

The previous evening I spent time with Mohd. Sulaiman, a constantly smoking 20 year old who managed Hotel Basara where I stayed. Every shop I looked at in Drass screamed odd spellings. The funniest was a barber shop - it said, "LEDIS AND JENTS -- HIARE SALLOON". My own hotel announced sanitized rooms - whatever they were. Drass, a set of villages with 5000 people occupies its spot in the world as the 2nd coldest inhabited place - it hit a rock bottom temperature of -60 degrees centigrade in 1995. It's also the place where a good part of the Kargil war (the army would correct me as 'operation' not war) was also fought there. Sulaiman told me that the locals ran away from there during the war because the army would drag them into service - like cooking or carrying stuff for the army.

I lost Prashant Yadav's sleeping bag in somewhere in Zoji La - I was too busy climbing the pass and didn't notice until I got into Kashmir. And when I noticed it, I lost balance and fell - dropping the motorcycle on the right side. Hell, I thought. I took a break, ate some crackers staring at the spectacular Kashmir valley with its Ashoka-like trees. Just 20km away, the earth was dry and devoid of any vegetation and look at here! Nature plays amusing games. Sona Marg, a town before Srinagar is just too beautiful - it's indeed heaven on earth. I saw countless sheep basking in the sun and lazily eating up the green, the whole valley was lush green brightened by rain and sun, in the distance were long trees - straight and tall - all this with a background of Himalayan glaciers with its whiteness reflecting the sun.

I've never seen more army vehicles, men and guns in a square kilometer in my life - every 100 mts in Kashmir, you'll see an armyman with a sophisticated gun - every 100mts, literally. The city of Srinagar looks very much like the old parts of Hyderabad - busy, bustling and full of life. I ate in Mughal Darbar - ate Kashmiri pulao - of course and packed sweet Kulchas for iNexters at work. In spite of its apparent normalcy, you can tell that something's not alright - army convoys occupy traffic spots just like rickshaws or cars. The local population seems to have accepted it. The situation in a lot of ways is tense. Only when I left Srinagar I found out that a CRPF vehicle was blasted in the city a few hours ago. Dal Lake seemed quite ordinary - very touristy with the house boats and hawkers. I circled near it and head towards Jammu.

I didn't realize that most of Jammu is hilly and mountainous - it stretches every kilometer and makes it longer. Once the day approached night, I saw close to 10,000 mountain goats, sheep, cows, horses being shepherded home on the highways. It held up all traffic. A little later it started raining and the sky turned pretty dark. I called it a day in a village called Batotla in Jammu - I couldn't understand the surprised expression I saw on the faces of the hotel staff until I was shocked myself when I looked at a mirror. My face with black with soot and sun-tan. With my whiskers and straight hair, I closely resembled Rajnikanth (apologies to his fans).

Day 9: Lamayuru - Kargil - Drass

Each day's experiences shift you to different levels. I left Lamayuru thinking about the Buddhist monks and kids who struggled with their math and headed to Kargil. Kargil's main area - the main Market seems like a busy street out of Mumbai. I circled around to find a place to eat and finally settled in on Pasha restaurant - with oily vegetable curry, it was not such a good choice. Inside the restaurant, a father and son came and sat on my table. The father's eyes were the dull-grey with cataract. His wrinkled and tired face wore an expression that was an odd mixture of disappointment and passive anger. His young 8 year old son - dirty, bright eyed ate the meat Thukpa with the eagerness of any boy. The father watched his son eat and when he couldn't eat no more, he finished up the meal. He saw me dab sunscreen on my nose (my this time my nose changed its colors and shone like the sun!). We kept looking at each others' eyes but never exchanged a word - I couldn't think of anything appropriate.

I stepped out and stretched myself - I had enough time. I couldn't get beyond Drass that day because it was sunday and Zoji La - the pass that takes you officially out of Ladakh and into Kashmir would be closed. A Sardarji walked up to me and started a conversation. It's the usual - where are you coming from? Mumbai? wah! Where are you going? Why are you doing this? What's the 'average' (meaning mileage) of the motorcycle? (average kya deti hai - most popular question across India). He told me that he's been in Kargil for 50 years and before that his father and before that his grandfather. They were from Punjab and had established a business in the Kargil area. He explained to me about the war and how the market where we were standing was just empty when Pakistan shelled it from 200km away using Bofors guns.

A little further in the market, I met Mohd. Ali, an ex-policeman. He was posted in the market area during the war and he showed me from across where we sat - look at the shutters of that shop..can you see the shutters shelled? Yes, I said - yes, I could see it. An ugly bright green shutter nakedly exposed its insides through the gun-shot holes. How did they shoot here? I asked. Bofors, he responded. Lot of people have left Kargil since - the 22 days of war had bruised their lives forever. They can't not tell the story or forget it - it's etched in the memories of their lives forever.

As I head to the highway, I saw a wall that blocks the highway and it was there that are soldiers bled to death while fighting the enemy on the otherside. The Line of Control is 10km from Kargil and you'll see a sign on the road that oddly says, "Caution - the enemy can watch you!" I was like, what the hell?! Who is watching, from where? I stopped the motorcycle and took in the experience. It was a different, odd kind of thrill. And to think that the local population and army lives it everyday completely humbled me.

I was even more embarassed at my own contribution and civilian assumptions and contribution to India in general at the Drass war memorial. An army officer, K.P. Singh from Allahabad walked me through the memorial ("Jab, aaplog aate hain dekhne keliye tho hamara chaati upar ho jathi hai"). I saw the Taloling mountain where the war had started - Pakistani insurgents (their govt. denies that it was their army while India insists it was) creeped down the mountain and wanted to bomb the highway that I'd just got off from. The plan was to capture Ladakh itself. Being on lower ground, India was terribly disadvantaged but our armymen climbed up, fought and recaptured territory, lost lives and won the war in 22 days. I didn't really know how to respond or react when he said - quite matter of factly - don't worry, go home, we are guarding the country for you.

Day 8: Leh - Lamayuru

Sometimes decision-making is so difficult. The night before I'd spent 1.5 hrs on my email and there were so many pending things to do. As I shopped around in the Tibetan market for Suz, a hand tapped my shoulder - it was Abhi with Joe again. They had decided not to go to Pongsong Tso (a dramatic lake that runs mostly into China) and they decided to head back to Delhi that day via the Leh-Manali route. It was very tempting to just go with them. The previous day I'd almost forgotten what it was to ride alone - it's funny, you ride with such ease when you ride with others because you always tend to feel, hey someone's around. It was also fun to be around them. More than anything I had a strong urge to just get back to work - I was missing my work terribly and just wanted to be back in my work environment and get back to my activities - after all I'd already met my goal of Khardung La. They told me, you decide and let us know - we'll be around here Fort road for another 40 min.

Hmm...running through these thoughts I wandered around a t-shirt shop and then a German bakery (there are many in Leh). I got myself a chocolate croissant, sat on the streets and ate and wondered what to do. Then I asked myself a single question - which is the more difficult option? The answer was easy - it was Kargil-Srinagar-Delhi because it presented the unknowns again. I finished up my croissant, started the Bull, went to the gas station and headed in the direction of Kargil without thinking twice.

Just outside Leh, I met a BRO worker Mr. Rao from Kerala - who asked me what "the average" of the Bullet was - around 30 I said and he asked me, "Tell me, is there any profit with that?" It irritated me but I smiled and responded, "It's all loss - everything is a loss." He walked away.

That evening I reached the Lamayuru monastery and this was yet another place that touched me deeply and the images keep coming back. I stayed in a guesthouse called Thangolim or something like that right on the highway - pretty pricey for the location. Renzig who ran the guesthouse stayed with his wife and kid. He seemed to have two other children who were away. He used to work in a government office but later started the guesthouse - that night they made an awesome tasting Thukpa - tasted more like vegetable stew with flat noodles - they seemed pretty well-off and satisfied to me. Anyways, I trekked up to the 10th century monastery - the gompa is the oldest known gompa in Ladakh. I'd learnt that the prayer happened around 5PM and I wanted to definitely make it to the top by then. But when I reached the gompa I saw 10 year old monks playing on a make-shift slide and see-sawing on a wooden pole. One of the kids was lighting lamps while listening to what seemed local-pop music on his radio. They opened the inside of the monastery for me. One 14 year-old who seemed to know the ways of the world better - dominated on the other younger monks and instructed me to stand here, stand there and he'd take my pics - I obeyed - amused. Inside Ladakh's oldest monastery I saw religious scriptures and leaf pamphlets lying around. I touched them and couldn't believe I was holding in my hand something that was easily a thousand years old and I was holding it so easily. It was odd.

I trekked back to the guest house and along the way I met three kids (one of them was called Something Namgyal). They couldn't speak Hindi but we tried to chat. They explained to me that they studied in the local government school - some 10 kids went to the school (could be wrong info). Two of the kids studied in 6th grade and they struggled to name the subjects - Social Studies, Maths, Science, Buddhi, Ladakhi, Urdu, English...so we played a game in maths and science - of 7x table, 5x table and where the earth was, where the moon was and so on. The kids were very sharp - you could tell but what they knew for a 6th grader was dramatically poor. I kept thinking - what choice do they have? Their lives are spent in trekking up to the monastery, fetching water, working with their families, helping with agriculture, going to school when time allows, playing and bathing whenever possible. Somewhere at the back of our minds we keep thinking that if we work hard, study hard, we'll make it, we'll be successful and we'll have the 'good' life. But is this true? So much of those children's lives are dependent completely on where they were born and that's it.

During dinner I met a friendly French couple and a reticent Belgian couple that trekked all the way from Leh. I saw the Belgians the next day again Kargil asking for directions - their faces red with the Ladakhi sun.

Day 7: Diskit - Khardung La - Leh

Diskit - the only town with a gas station in the Nubra valley - is beautiful in its own way. As you enter the town, the highway stretches to a super straight path leading up to a mountain. In the distance is are snow-capped Himalayas. On either side of the highway is wet sand that stretches onto miles and miles. As you climb up the last 20 or so km to reach Diskit, you'll see what I suspect is the Shyok river basin. The geography is dramatically different than anything I've seen before.

Once I reached Diskit along with Ed - we waited for Abhi and Joe to join. Alan and Joan, the couple from Newzealand had already made it. I spent that evening mostly with them and listening to the many stories of Alan, a bearded 62 year old gentleman who's traveled to over 40 countries. Ed, a 45 year old man now lived in Bangkok and talked about his Thai girl friend and asked me how he might marry a Bollywood actress in Mumbai. It amused him endlessly that I had a hand sanitizer from CVS - I let him assume that CVS ships it to India and little did I tell him that I actually picked it up at some CVS store in New Jersey. We stayed at the Karakoram guest house - the owner, Skarma and his wife and children looked after us. His wife always had an aloof look. She made the best tasting rotis ever.

The next day, Alan and Joan went to Hunder to see the sand dunes and camels. Ed followed. Abhi, Joe and I started late because it started raining. In the seperation and confusion, we never found Alan and Joan and after a mini-search expedition headed back to Khardung La. With the rain, the temperature kept dipping and we wondered how cold it might be on K-Top.

The drive back was relatively less-difficult because I expected the problems with the terrain - the rocks, stones, rivers, potholes etc. My second time on K-Top, I realized that my cell phone worked and SMSed friends and family. I met a soldier on top who got me tea from the army post (I'm supposed to send him his pic but seemed to have lost the book where I wrote the address - tsk, tsk). This time I hung around k-top for longer - took some more pics, removed my jacket etc. and jumped around in the bitter cold right after the snaps. There was no Maggi noodles, there weren't even that many people. I met some of the Bulleteers I met in Darcha camp. I met a couple of guys from Bangalore whom I'd met while they were fixing a puncture on the way to Leh. It was nice and then I headed back.

We reached Leh and had a very satisfying late lunch (it was 5.30PM) at Lamayuru Restaurant - I ate my dinner there 2 nights before and had met a guy from Spain spending 5 months in India and a girl from Holland with a mole near her lip who decided at random to come to Leh (her first time). Finished lunch with Abhi, Joe - Ed joined later and we realized that Alan and Joan had not made it back yet. It struck horror - particularly for Abhi - I think he'd assumed responsibility for them - I learnt that they all stayed in the same guest house. Did they fall off? Did their Bullet have problems? Finally, late that night I ran into Abhi, Joe and the others again and Alan showed up - completely distraught. The chain-link lock broke right on top of Khardung La and they struggled to get it alright. Finally, a taxi driver suggested that they better get off the mountain and save their lives - the Bullet can always be collected later and that's what they did.

Earlier that night I took a quick swing to check the Ladakh festival - saw a song-dance demo of a Ladakhi marriage from one of the royal villages. The long, heavy dress made everybody look shorter than normal. The sound seemed very Tibetan from my unaccustomed ears. The dance steps are rythmic but seemed very elaborately simple. My mind kept drifting to my imminent journey to Kargil and I wanted to get some sleep.

Day 6: Leh-Khardung La - Panamik - Hargam - Diskit

The next morning, the Bull refused to start. Here I am in Mahey guesthouse - staring at the Himalayas in front of me, with sunflowers, tomatoes, egg plant and other stuff growing in the garden - Renzig and others from the guest house (really, really nice people) tried to help me but the Bull won't start. Hey, it's Khardung La that I have to climb - if it refuses in Leh at some 10k feet, what am I to do at 18k feet?! And someone looked out from one of the windows in the guesthouse and shouted, "We have a mechanic with us - do you want us to send him?" "You have a mechanic? Of course!" And Ashok - the mechanic turned up - I had ignored using him the day before because I didn't trust he had better skills than Juma (whom I went to and who didn't fix my problem). Veeru, a guy from Bangalore was riding with 7-8 other people (all from Bangalore) - they hired Ashok from Manali for Rs.500/ day so they don't have trouble along the way and can have a hassle-free ride. Ashok took about 5 minutes to fix the problem - he opened the tube leading from the filter into the carburretor and cleaned out the dust and kachra in it. Vroom - it roared and he tuned the engine and it did what it did back on earth - consistent thud, thud, thud without the need to rev it. Oh my God - I was so relieved. He refused money and I insisted and gave him some. I was on my way to Khardung La - but wait, I had to take extra fuel because I was planning to go to Nubra valley (beyond the pass) - why? because the travel agent who got my permit decided to get me a permit (you get one from the Municipal commission etc.) up to Nubra.

While filling fuel I noticed two other Bulleteers - one in a red jacket, the other in yellow - I nodded a knowing nod at the red one. Little I did I know then that I'd meet them on K-top and spend the next two days with them.

90% of the ride to Khardung La is comfortable, easy etc. - roads are nice, curvy, smooth - with BRO funnies and reminders along the way - you'll also see a lot of vehicles going up and down. However, you can't say the same about the last 10km. You just can't. I got stuck in between 10 army convoys in those last 10km and neither could speed and move to higher gear - nor stay at constant speed. As the road got from bad to worse, there were times I could sense that the Bull might just stop and if I stopped, I'd be screwed - really, badly screwed and there's all possibility that the motorcycle would roll backwards. The whole terrain becomes rocky with streams and sometimes snow. It's so cold that your fingers and toes are near-ready to fall off. You can't breath much either. Being behind a puffing army convoy didn't help much either. And you can't even overtake because your motorcycle doesn't have sufficient pull and momentum to quickly overtake in the little room there is. The engine - just like the human body - finds it hard to breath, mix air and petrol and burn to complete its exothermic reactions that give it the thrust to go forward. There were times when I had use my legs to push the motorcycle forward - your mind can't think anything else because you are much too busy and much too alert driving the motorcycle. And finally you reach the top. The high that it gives you - the kick is to die for. Khardung La - also called the Gate of India by armymen is a small area - that says 18,380 feet and highest motorable pass - everywhere. It has a Buddhist temple and a Hindu temple, an army post, a restaurant that serves tea and Maggi noodles and even a souvenir shop that sold yellow-colored t-shirts. I met Abhishek from Delhi (red jacket) and Joshua from Nagaland (yellow jacket) on top and we decided to connect later down the Nubra valley. I took the pics I wanted to take and started down. The next 5-10km wasn't very easy either. It was very, very cold with snow and wind blowing in your face. The terrain is as bad as the one leading up to the top. You are constantly trying to balance the motorcycle and avoid bumping too much into the rocks. You'll also hear your motorcycle's shock absorbers making their metallic sounds. And you'll constantly stare at the magnificent valley that falls deep below a few feet away from you. That is Khardung La - the world's highest motorable pass.

Down Nubra valley - near the village of Khardung, I met a group of 8 from Israel who were out of fuel. I helped them out - gave them a litre - I learnt the next day that the army also gave them a litre and they finally climbed out of Khardung La, back to Leh. All you get is Maggi noodles everywhere and it's never tasted better! Along the way, Ed an American driving Hero Honda and Alan and Joan, a senior couple from Newzealand also driving a Bull joined us. I realized later that they were driving with Abhi and Joe from Leh.

Panamik and Hargam had a profound impact on me. I can't exactly say why. There were small instances. I stopped along the way to ask directions. A little boy with toothpaste covering edges of his mouth and who understood little Hindi, forcefully pointed the backward direction when I said, "Panamik." Go back, go back he seemed to say. When I wanted to take a pic of him and his sis, he stood in stiff attention. I broke into a laughter seeing him. His mother kept calling him back - inside the house - perhaps saying, don't talk to strangers - especially those on motorcycles. We continued on to reach Hargam - an army guard stopped us there and asked, "Where are you going?" Sasoma - we tried to say - he interrupted, "Not allowed." He agreed for us to stop at Hargam restaurant and eat our Maggi noodles. I saw one girl here and her facial features resembled Bollywood actress Kareena Kapoor's so much. Her hands and neck were big - much like a man's. She wore white sneakers and kept blowing bubbles out of chewing gum. I spoke to a man there who supplied stuff to the army - he told me that the Siachen border was about 20-25km from there - on the left was Pakistan and on the right was China. We were so close to the Line-of-control - oh, boy. We drove to the last and northern most possible place in India - it had an odd-calming effect.

Day 5: Rumste - Leh

The next morning, the Bullet refused to start. I spent about 30 min trying various tricks with no avail. The locals helped me - particularly one boy who even helped me tie my shoe lace (as I couldn't park the Bull without the stand). Finally, Artur got up and suggested I run the Bull down the slope and I did and it puttered to a start - but the sound wasn't normal - I rode it around for awhile and finally zoomed past Rumste - I didn't have time to say bye to the locals and still feel bad. With adrenaline pumping, I was eager to reach Leh - I mean, come-on I'd seen enough on this ride from Manali, I want to get to Leh now.

Throughout my ride, some phrases stuck - my mind would drift and all kinds of thoughts keep plaguing it - what if I have another puncture, what if the chain breaks, what if...and I'd say, "focus, focus, focus" bringing it back to the road. After a point, I'd gotten used to these drifts and decided to just go with the flow - whatever, I'll "figure it out."

The best and worst part is over after Rumste - the ride into Leh is spectacular and beautiful - the highway is superb and nice and you begin to see people all along the way. Seeing army around also offers a different kind of assurance. I reached Leh early in the day and really, really enjoyed the breakfast - bread and omlette in Mona Lisa restaurant. I felt so good, so good - I did it - one of the toughest roads ever - Manali-Leh and I did it. I SMSed folks. One of the people in the restaurant started a conversation, "aapko tho yahan satisfaction nahin milegi - aapko tho Khardung La jana hai" - yes, of course - Khardung La was tomorrow. I spent the rest of the day taking the Bull to a mechanic called Juma - he worked on it for a few hours - cleaned the carburretor, changed the engine oil, fixed the foot rest and the stand etc. but the Bull still didn't sound alright. I insisted that it's pick-up seemed bad and something seemed wrong with the tuning, he insisted that it was because of the height and where we were (Leh). Hmm...I slept a little uneasily - I don't think I slept very well that night - I was too excited about Khardung La the next morning.

Day 4: Darcha - Sarchu - Pang - Rumste

Each day teaches you something different. And each day's challenges incrementally change often surpassing the previous day's challenges. When you think, oh this was so difficult - it's easy to assume that you ain't seen anything yet. I started early from Darcha - if there's one advice for future riders - it is this. Everyday is unpredictable on a lot of counts but one thing that is predictable is the sun will set between 6-7PM so you have a set number of hours to ride - everything that you do ride, fall, repair, survive etc. has to happen in the day - so start early as early as possible.

Except for 2 days during the entire ride, I did my Kriya everyday (Art of Living exercises) and I can't stress enough how helpful it is in building and training the mind. It keeps you alert, refreshes you and builds focus and relaxes you. The strength of the mind is what you need the most when something unexpected happens and that is the only thing that sustains you. And unexpected things do happen.

I've written earlier - I fell in the middle of nowhere-land - with raw mountains staring at me on either side of the highway, my face covered in yellow sand, not a shrub of green anywhere, an animal's hoof - the last living part I saw, the world's 2nd highest pass up ahead in 60km, less oxygen and dryness everywhere - you know you are in Leh and this is where I had a royal fall. Broke the left foot rest, side stand and took 10 min to tie the stand. Your mind can't focus either because it doesn't get enough oxygen. But when you survive, it becomes the greatest story of your day! Some 30km later I met a couple - the guy Artur from Poland and his wife from Canada - they lost their fellow riders and seeing me ride alone gave them confidence, they asked if they could ride with me. This was another thing I learnt - of course everybody's worried and there's fear - one has to be dull in the head not to recognize fear in themselves but the real juice is when you cross it - cross the fear, face the fear and go through it. And when you accept the fear, accept the risks - a strength comes, a faith comes from somewhere deep inside and that strength gives confidence not only to you but to people around you - ho jayega, we'll figure it out. So I directed my fellow-riders up the Tanglang La pass (2nd highest motorable pass) and beyond and insisted that we stop in Rumste as it was dusk. By the time, I reached Rumste the Bullet made all kinds of uncomfortable noises and put-putted till the tent where we stayed.

It was a fun night - I spent a lot of time with the locals and also Artur. Artur ran a doors-business in Ireland and decided to switch martial arts fulltime and moved to South Korea with his wife. He's been a motorcycle rider throughout his adult life and has riden all kinds of vehicles and ridden more in India than I ever have. For the first time (during our ride), he hit a rock and bent his brakes while trying to overtake a truck. The locals - one of them with an easy smile - we became good friends, he was sheep husbandry thingy - his job was the match the appropriate sheep so the quality of wool is superior enough to make the Pashmina (?) shawls. He told me about the life in Ladakh (which others repeated as I moved deeper into the region) - we can work only for 4-5 months, the other months it's so cold that it is impossible to work, we only survive, sometimes watch TV whenever there's electricity. It's rare to get vegetables - nothing grows here - wheat does but it's a rarity to get tomatoes, brinjal and other vegetables. But they were happy - when they smiled, it came from inside. I also met an Army officer here (there was a post closeby) - he'd come to enjoy a drink with the locals every night. This is what he said: I've worked 24 years with the army and now I've been posted here for 2 years even though I never wanted to. What I never understand is this, the army gives us a salary of Rs.14,000, puts me in a plane from Chandigarh and safely brings us here and gives us every facility but you guys struggle so hard on your motorcycles to come here to this trecherous place - why, I can never understand. I guess we see this as a duty and you don't.

Day 3: Vasisht - Tandi - Darcha

I get up this morning and realize that I don't have enough money for Leh. What if there's no ATM in Leh - the Lonely Planet book said it didn't. I couldn't afford the risk so I looked for the SBI ATM at 6AM. The first one didn't work, then I went to another bank's ATM and it didn't accept other bank's cards, then I went to another SBI's ATM - it didn't work either. I tried like five times - this wasn't working out. It was already 7.30AM and I was supposed to start early and here I was still stuck in Manali - what the hell?! I was running multiple ideas in my head - what if none of the ATMs ever worked, how will I go to Himalayas and then I thought I'd use my credit card in exchange for cash with one of the merchants. As I tried that one of them pointed me to PNB bank up the hill that has an ATM - it worked! It was such a relief - I was late but I would still leave for the Himalayas!

And I started up - crossing the Border Roads Organizations banner that says something like - Don't forget BRO that gives its blood for you! I realized that I didn't have a spare fuel can to carry fuel after Tandi (no fuel up to Leh after Tandi). Hell and I started looking for a can - a boy at a truck workshop emptied an engine oil can and gave me - 5 lts but will do. I finally just got out and thought I'll just "figure it out" along the way. Figure it out - that phrase stuck in my head through and through the journey. It's just impossible that you can plan for this trip - anything can go wrong and anything will. I mean just think about it - you can carry clutch cable, accelerator cable, decompressor cable, spare tubes, spare tires, foot pump, puncture kit, brake assembly - this itself is a lot and your damn foot rest can break, your gear thingy can break, your stand can break, your carburetor can have issues, your battery can fail, your lights can go off - it's just impossible to plan it all and one shouldn't either. More importantly, one just needs to have faith!

Before Tandi, I was riding through really rough roads bumping all the way through and I saw a bullet approaching. It said MH02 and instinctively both of us stopped. It was another Bulleteer from Mumbai - Prashant Yadav - gem of a guy and he said, "aapka preparation bohut weak hai" - and he said something else that stuck in my head throughout the trip, he said, "kuch bhi ho, girna nahin" and "you can be mentally very strong but when something goes wrong, it can really break your mental strength because you'll feel helpless." So true, so true. He gave me his accelerator cable, sleeping bag, cables to tie the bags, Parachute hair oil, his gloves, reflector stickers - I mean the guy was amazing. I lost his gloves in Ladakh's deserts and his sleeping bag somewhere in Zoji La - the pass that crosses over from Ladakh to Kashmir.

That night I reached Darcha, a village along the way and stayed in a tent there. I took a lot of pics there and had the time. After Keylong, the road gets bad and you're by yourself most of the time. Keylong is the last major town before Leh but hey, you don't get petrol there. I recall crossing large streams of water cautious about not wetting the Bull too much (what if water gets in where it's not supposed to?). I stayed with a family - a lady from the village of Goram or Goray and lived most of her life in the area. I met some 16-20 motorists who also stopped in the neighboring tent - one of them from Pune rode a Bullet and was very keen to tune his Bullet, change the filter etc. When I wished him luck and he responded, "you need to more than we do." I met different people from this group (I recall one of them was Shamik from Calcutta) at various points along the way.

Day 2: Mandi - Thalot village - Manali - Vasisht

I never expected the puncture and ramming into the milk truck incidents - I thought this can't be right, it can't be happening. It was also interesting that no one stopped in spite of my waving etc. I've described this day earlier. But I was finally happy to reach Manali. Most of the day was busy with getting the Bullet ready for the trip - I bought all spares that I ignored buying earlier including a foot pump, tube, clutch cable etc. etc.

Vasisht had these sulphur springs and I bathed twice there. Yogi Vasishta, a priest who taught the Surya dynasty that Rama belongs to had meditated there and the Vasisht temple and village are built around it. I had many conversations with Sharma, the owner of Blue Star Cafe. He migrated from Nepal many years ago and married an Indian girl and built up a thriving business - half time in Vasisht and the other half in Goa. He told me about how he broke his leg on a motorcycle and advised me, "never, never go alone" - by this time, I was almost tired of hearing this advice from a dozen people. "This is unwise" "Don't go ra" "Why are you doing this?" "If something happens, can I keep your Jetta?" "You're crazy!" "Have you done it before?" "Don't you have any friends?" "Do you know how to repair the Bullet?" I smiled at Sharma thinking about the upcoming Manali-Leh journey the next day.

I've experienced this before when I wanted to drop out of school to do the eGovernance in Iraq project - I'd get a lot of unasked advice - even if I wouldn't get advice, I'd get 'the look' - I'd often ask back, "How do you know?" The reality is no one knows - no one knows anything about anything. A situation is never the same, people's experiences are never the same but people will still tend to advice. People are burdened by their own experience or the lack of it. Whenever they question you, it's their own fear of the unknown that's questioning. Now after I tell people that I've already done it - it some how reduces the risk in their own mind because they see me in flesh and blood and that I've already done it. It always amuses me how the human mind works and how people's risk propensity changes without any change in the real, physical situation or any change in me as a person.

Day 1: Delhi to Mandi

It's really unfair on a day to write retrospectively - it doesn't do justice because the next day's experiences override the previous day's and you never have the same feeling about that day again. But here I am - done with the whole thing and I'll try to relive the memory as best as I can.

Started early in the day and drove right up to Ahuja dhaba on the Haryana border. Had first been there during Manik's wedding and they dish out phenomenal parathas with white butter - just yum! It was a good start. I don't recall any particular incident. I was just excited to see Punjab - its roads and cities. I also saw Punjab on my return and it's green throughout and developed throughout. Our other states need not look for examples outside the country - Punjab is definitely an ideal role model. It's food is so deeply ingrained into the Indian cuisine, Punjabis make some of the best businessmen, the state thrives on agriculture and is the source of rice and wheat for the country, the highways are smooth and pothole free, literacy levels are high, the state is highly adherent to its spiritual past, crime is low, Punjabis also are synonymous with the Indian army, they are synonymous with bravery and strength - it's a lot for a state.

As soon as Himachal Pradesh starts, it's up hill - the terrain dramatically changes. I recall giving a ride to a local - I often do that and enjoy the conversation. Finally reached Mandi - which seemed more like a Punjabi town and stayed in a hotel that was formerly the palace of Raja of Mandi. Filling my tummy with beer and dal, I rested for the next day's ride.

The trip itinerary - Phase 2

Day 1: Delhi - Chandigarh - Mandi
Day 2: Mandi - Thalot village - Manali - Vasisht
Day 3: Vasisht - Keylong - Tandi - Darcha
Day 4: Darcha - Sarchu - Pang - Rumste
Day 5: Rumste - Leh
Day 6: Leh - Khardung La - Panamik - Harmuk - Diskit
Day 7: Diskit - Khardung La - Leh
Day 8: Leh - Lamayuru
Day 9: Lamayuru - Kargil - Drass
Day 10: Drass - Srinagar - Anantnag - Pahalgam - Batotla
Day 11: Batotla - Udhampur - Pathankot - Haryana
Day 12: Haryana - Delhi

HD - Phase 2 Complete

So am back in Mumbai and sitting under mountains of email and pending lists. It feels very weird to be back. And I can see myself slowly slipping back into the 'normal life.' The emotions and energy I felt yesterday - right after the trip - already seems to have been diluted and corrupted with the din of the city. Images keep coming of the distant Himalayas, of different people - the kids in Lamayuru who struggled with 7 times table, the policeman in Kargil who showed me shop shutters that got shelled in the war, the big and raw Ladakh, the wind, the smells, Maggi noodles, the girl near Panamik chewing gum and with sneakers who looked like Kareena Kapoor, the roads, the rivers, the army men, the guns, Kashmir valley with its glaciers and sheep, the 10,000 mountain goats going home in Jammu, the wink, smile and wobble of the head of the sheep farmer in Kashmir, Tibetan faces, Budhist faces, - it keeps coming and going, the visions keep coming and going. Am in between a phone call or a conversation and suddenly the mind takes a quick swing into Ladakh and back. And it feels weird. It feels as though the mind is trying to grapple at something that it knows it's quickly losing - something that is escaping. An innocence, a rawness that was revealed is quickly closing ground and I have no way to stop it.

In Leh

Am in sitting in an awefully slow Internet cafe (called eCafe) in Leh. Found a place to stay called Mahe Guest house and took a hot shower after three days. Just doing the preparatory stuff now for the Bull and my ride to Khardung La tomorrow. Went to a Bullet mechanic called Juma earlier (it's near/opposite side of the Indian Oil gas station by the circle) - he said he's busy and that I should come after 2. I got a guy to work on getting my permit to go to Khardung La (yes, you need a govt. permit). My current plan is to go to Khardung La early morning tomorrow - then back to Leh. And then head to Lamarayu monastery and spend the night there. The next morning head to Dras via Kargil - spend the night in Dras that got shelled like crazy during the Kargil war due to its proximity to the border and then head to Srinagar.

I had amazing experiences - too many stories culminating into a whole experience - I'll probably write once I'm back in Mumbai. Am thinking I'll book my ticks for next Tue now.

Gloves lost in Ladhakh's sands

With my feet and Bullet deep in the sand on the highway, I looked around and saw the gloves I'd taken out - some three feet away. I tried to lift the beast but I was at an unearthly altitude where lungs crave for oxygen. I wasn't exerting myself but I was breathing hard. I took 10 huffs, lifted the Bull and saw the side stand hanging by its spring and the foot rest bent upwards towards the gear. It took me 10 minutes and immense concentration to tie the side stand with some twine. Your body stops to function normally - your fingers don't move, your brain slows down. Dusting off the flour-like yellow sand of Ladhakh's desert, I looked at the gloves again. It had been 45 minutes since I saw any part of a living (except some shrubs) thing - an animal's hoof and in 40 miles I'd have to go up Tanglang La, the second highest pass in the world. In the distance on either side are Ladhakh's majestic mountains reaching for the skies and capsuling its cold desert. I saw the sand I had slipped into and then I saw the highway a few feet after. I looked at my face in the mirror - I had sand-blond eye-lashes and mustache - I smiled. I kick started the Bull, it needed the oxygen but it roared. I looked at the gloves again -melted into the sand. I couldn't stretch or drive the three feet to pick it up. It'd be very cold but I had to let it go. This is a small example of the many insignificantly significant decisions you'll make on a ride to Ladhakh.

What do I feel right now?

I can't say nothing. There's some excitement - you can sense in the stomach. My middle finger is hurting little bit, I can close it fully. My neck and back are also hurting. But this not feeling stuff. Yes there's some trepidation and the many unknowns. I'm reminded of the many people - the people at HP gas station, those in THalot village (where my tire tube was replaced), in Manali - the take-off point to the Himalayas, the people at the Bullet workshop - all of them asked or rather asked twice, "Aap, akele ja rahe hain?", you're going alone? And I'd smile. But I'm not trying to prove much to myself - all I want to do is drive into the Himalayas - that's all.

Coming to my mind - it seems very alert. I have visions of snow capped Himalayas - created I guess from an earlier flight I took from Khatmandu on top of Mt. Everest. I see myself crossing rivers (Vijay mechanic said, don't stop, keep accelerating, keep accelerating) and being in a different kind of nothingness for a while. I'm driving until Darcha tomorrow and spending the night with locals in rented tents. The next day I'll be in Leh. Lemme signoff now...am in the lap of Mother Nature from now on...

At the foothills of the Great Himalayas

Am finally here at the foothills of the Himalayas typing with a swollen middle finger in an Internet cafe called the Valley of the Gods. It's unfair on Day 1 that I don't want to write much about it now because my mind has already moved on. But the net-net of Day 1 was Punjab was amazing - I mean the govt. and the system - it all seems to work so beautiful there. The minute Himachal Pradesh starts, it's all uphill and the mountains start. Apart from a mad mongrel chasing after me out of the blue, the day was incident free. I stayed the night in Mandi, HP in the former palace of the Raja of Mandi but the place itself doesn't seem that way - the rooms are nice that's all.

Today (Day 2) was a completely different story. I started around 8am in Mandi hoping to catch a late breakfast in Manali. The guys at the HP gas station said it might take me 3 hrs, I said nah, more like 2-2.5hrs. Little did I know what was coming. There a zillion hairpin bends (of course not like what will be the next 2 days!) and it rained etc. The Bull skid along the way and I slammed my handle into a milk truck that suddenly braked. The driver got out and said, "Drive slow, drive slow." Hey I was! With a titled side-view mirror and a changed handle I continued. But my respite was for but 5 minutes. I realized the Bull was wobbling forcing me to stop and move to the side. And I saw what I really didn't want to see - a flat rear tire. Hmmm...I looked at the climb and thought what I must do. I tried pushing it and it's just too heavy! Then I got off, thought I'd walk and find a mechanic. I asked for a lift for about the next 10min - no one stopped. Hmmm...I saw some village women with load of grass - they told me a tire shop should be about 2km from where I was. Alright I said, lemme just push the beast. And a beast it was. Huffing and panting, tasting the beer from last night in my mini burps I decided to just start and drive on first gear. I did that for a bit and met some bathing truck drivers on the way. Smoking a beedi, the guy said that I'll end up chewing up the tube inside and also bend the rim - rim? hey I just changed it in Delhi. Alright, I got off the Bull, pushed it some more. And I came by a hut - a family - someone there started to walk in my direction. I asked his name - DHaranram - and I requested him to help me push it up slope. He did - huffing, panting. The next 1.5km were the most difficult 1.5km that I ever walked stopping nearly every 5-10 min- trekking on Mt. Si in Seattle was difficult yes but this was different. On my left was the majestic himachal mountains, on the right the Beas river that followed me all the way through.

Finally I reached Sanjay's Workshop - the first, closer one was closed. Here's the pic right after the push with my savior, Dharanram.
They didn't have an Enfield tube, ordered it and it came in due course and I fixed it myself with Sanjay's mechanic tutoring me. And finally I was on my way. I reached Manali - bought all the stuff that I hitherto ignored - foot pump, spare tube, blah, blah (I forgot to buy a jerry can - oops! - no gas after Tandi). Had the Bull checked up at Anu Motors - there's a brilliant kid called Vijay who boosted me and the Bull alike.

Going with the flow, I reached Vasisht village, next door to Manali. It's lovely, laid back, all kinds of music in the background (loved Nepalese music where I had tea). Pic is of the road leading to the Vasisht temple, which has the natural hot springs. Another kid at the Enfield workshop explained to me that the hotsprings have sulphur in it, which does good stuff to the skin. After my bath, I sat with the priest - he looked more Kashmiri but must be from HP - actually as you keep driving up towards the himalayas, the features of people get closer and closer to the Kashmiris. He summed Bhagwad Gita for the two gentlemen from Delhi and I - you can wash all you want with water or even in this hot spring everyday but that'll clean the mortal body and not the immortal soul - which can be cleaned only with dhyan and sadhana, meditation. Ahem.

Words before flight - Act 2

So finally it's here - it as in the moment, time to go, blah blah. Am sitting with Brijesh's laptop with the funny mouse so I have double-tap the track-pad to do a left-click. What's on my mind right now? That I need to wash my feet - I have this syndrome since childhood (my grandmom is responsible) - wash my feet. Am thinking of the route I need to take to get to Chandigarh - I have no idea - got to get out and figure it out. One min. Ok I washed my feet and more at peace.

Last night we ate at Masala Junction - a spot right across campus and gives iit folks 10% discount. Brijesh's friend - a faculty member in kanpur came in last night - he saw the Maharashtra number plates and was curious and then when he got answers to his questions, responded, kya baat kar raha hai?, What are you talking about?! :-) Surprisingly I don't have much on my mind right now - I just want to go. There's a slight thrill - very slight but other than that I don't feel much else. I just want to be between mountains - I've seen enough visions of it.

In the capital

So I'm sitting outside an Enfield workshop in Yusuf Sarai. I surprised a few folks there that I came "all the way from Mumbai for 2nd service!" "How can you come from Mumbai in just 3.5 days and your mileage is just 2,500km - it takes 2 days for us by train!" The tobacco-chewing mechanic, Dharmendar drove my Bull and while juggling tobacco-laden saliva with his lower lip said, "alignment, alignment ho gaya" - I said, "You mean the wheels are misaligned." "No, alignment, alignment." "Ok, ok alignment hogaya." So he's replacing my wheel rims because they jumped on too many potholes - thank you UP.

I keep getting an odd look whenever people learn that I'm going to Ladakh and by myself. First, it's a surprise, then fear, then thrill, then amazement. Kyon, why? Aysehi, just-like-that? Wah, amazing! Aapko dekhe hum ko man karta hai, seeing you, even my heart yearns (to do it!). I shy away from telling them that I'm actually going to Khardungla and then to Kargil and to the heart of our riotious country, beautiful Srinagar (am I glad my folks don't google much).

Had breakfast with Brijesh at one of IIT-delhi's cafeterias - idli, wada, uttappa and excellent tea. He's been driving my Bull in campus the past few days and has decided to get one himself. Srik called earlier in the morning, also spoke to Patta in the plane - his Raminator is ready to pop anytime now.

More later...but it doesn't look like I'll get out Delhi today - it'll be tom early AM.

What's a Himalayan trip without some masala in it?!

So B sent an sms sometime back that said: I cant make it for phase 2 too many issues my main guy is leaving he tells me now also money stealing is happening....

So that's that - it's now me and the Bull again. :-) It makes the trip more amusing and increases the risk quotient. I can't stop thinking about punctures in Himalayas! Munish advised me to rent a satellite phone so I don't get stranded. Amusing. I've been so busy with work stuff that I've not done much planning this time but I guess I'll have to do some more home work and be more prepared within the next 48 hours. The fun part is I'm leaving for Delhi day after early morning. Parashuram just brought me tea and cookies (he just can't give me 2 when I asked him only for 2!). I also posted details of my trip on the Enfield website to check if there's someone going but I doubt very much it'll work out (half of me, doesn't want it to work out). Actually in some ways I find this more interesting because it increases the challenge element and stretches the boundaries of mental tolerance for risk a wee-bit more and this'll reflect in other aspects - all this I like. But again am not the first guy to do this ride alone and neither will be the last. But I'll never be 32.5 again so I gotta go, I gotta go, I gotta go.

Next week it is...

By this time next week I should be in the Himalayas and right now my head is clouded with work stuff. I don't know how the day passed - it's already 9.39. Talking to Satish right now...a million issues, million things going on. What do I feel about starting this Friday - am not feeling anything at all at this time. Going away for so many days in between a lot of activity is really difficult. On Friday my plan is to get the Bull for servicing, changing seat for Bhaskar etc. But I guess all this will change once am in between mountains.

Describing what musn't be described

My friend Sachin said this earlier today about Ladakh and confused me further about my plans in Leh-- (I can't wait!)

"I don't want to impose all my thoughts but it's mind blowing - you can't understand what it is to experience Leh by stand on a temporal plane - you got to be between mountains. If you are going up to Khardung La, you should go past it and stay at Nubra valley in the army camps. The other thing you just can't miss is the Pangong Tso lake - it's mind blowing - can't even describe what that lake is. Even sitting at the Shanti stupa in Leh and looking at all the mountains around makes everything else very, very trivial."

Phase 2: Where sh*t freezes

planning for Phase 2 - here's B's mail from y'day...:-)

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From: Bhaskar Chatterjee
Date: August 17, 2007 11:53:54 PM GMT+05:30
To: Praveen Suthrum
Subject: yeLEHmerawalaticket


Have beer with your iit friend on 31st evening
i shall be in delhi by the time you are done.

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Chandra said khardungla is overrated. not so so tough etc.
chandigarh - manali is cool. not at all dangerous etc.
he said to fill 2 jeery cans of petrol at the last petrol pump before leh.
he felt sarchu was the highest and coldest and toughest, leh was fun and khardungla is ok.
suggested we dont sleep at sarchu, try to spend the night at lower altitute places.
he did manali leh in 2 days with mostly nightdriving .that was one thing he said
we should not do. start early, reach early.
have very thick socks and good shoes.
they say even shit freezes at sarchu.
and water on the shoes becomes ice in no time
sarchu was the only place where he felt uncomfortable. he puked. and his cousin had an upset stomach after eating
in the army camp there.
have multiple layers of clothing thermal, windsheeter, raincoat etc.
leh - srinagar is cool. very nice.
be safe in srinagar - jammu route. day travelling only.
all else is all cool.
it seems the road goes down 30 kms from khardundla....and then ends....
he also said there is some lake that changes colors ....thats somewhere from leh towards china...he said its a must see..
according to chandra tent not needed
passport not needed. pan should be enough. he said that too is not needed.
he said food is all shit between manali till you reach srinagar. eat good at manali, wont get it for a long time after that.
spent 1 day in manali to acclimatize. he said he didnt even know about AMS, when he puked at sarchu, he just thought he
must have been too tired travelling from kanyakumari.

3.5 days and 1,700km of independent India

Today is India's 60th Independence Day. Driving on a motorcycle for 3.5 days from Mumbai to Delhi, I experienced a lot more of India this past weekend than I ever have on the eve of an Independence Day. The experiences don't hit you instantly but they are more likely to soak in and add up over a period of time.

The first thoughts that come to mind is that there's a lot of work ahead of us (who is us?) - a lot. It's just difficult to imagine the size of India and the scale of its opportunities and problems while staying in the cities and commuting between cities for meetings or commuting to India itself for family reunions. First of all, it's a big country and most of our population dwells in the villages and small towns than in the cities. This is not a new insight - of course we read a lot about it but it is quite something to actually keep seeing villages after villages after villages, to keep seeing farmers (men, women and children) doing their thing everywhere. They are preoccupied in their own day-to-day activities - most of it is very basic - food, clothing, shelter, security, education and healthcare. We in the cities are preoccupied too but our wants are many, many layers above these fundamental wants. I observed that our people are basically thin - nearly everywhere because they are involved in physical labor. Childhood obesity is a problem of the cities but in the villages I saw kids walking miles before they could get to their schools. People used a cell phone everywhere I went (the networks worked everywhere - little better than I've experienced in the US). My favorite sight was that of a man taking photographs of his buffaloes grazing, using his mobile phone.

There's vibrancy everywhere. The fact that India is young is obvious to anyone's eyes. A happy sight is seeing children going to school everywhere. It appears that everyone's figured out that education is key. I recall seeing more children in school uniforms than seeing them working. At one point in Rajasthan, it just hit me that there are a million business opportunities out there - from WiFi/ Internet connectivity everywhere to private school education to highway coffee shops and food courts to entertainment to rural retail stores to travel needs to healthcare access to English speaking skills to software education. Mobile phones is super successful example.

India is getting built everywhere. Riding through Maharashtra, Gujarat, Rajasthan, Uttar Pradesh, Haryana and Delhi, you can easily separate the chaff - where it's working, where's it's not, where the government is interested, where's it's not, where people are eager, where they are disappointed. Often times, you'd see one part of the highway being repaired for miles together. NH8, the highway of Vajpayee's dreams is pretty good in most parts. The highway connecting Ajmer to Jaipur is much like the good parts of I-95. However, a lot more development is required in the internal parts of our country - mostly from an infrastructure standpoint (and that's also where new opportunities lie). Our people are ready and waiting. I didn't see a sense of disappointment among people (except in Agra) but I saw a sense of hope, energy and excitement. As customers, they are ready and waiting for solutions that meet their wants. If businesses create solutions (regardless of how sophisticated they are or not) that fit their needs, they will buy - you can really feel that they want to join the global marketplace. They have a good sense and awareness of it and really, really want it. The Bottom of the Pyramid (BOP) model definitely will work - in fact, it is obvious to me as a logic that one can't even argue about. Analysis is something that we desperately try to put a control over something that we already sense - what I'm talking about is this sense part.

Somewhere on the borders of Rajasthan, a school boy in a checkered shirt was walking casually and listening to the evening news on an old transistor radio. His matter-of-fact responses to my queries on distances, the location of the village, his school and education and so on were very precise - so precise that I can easily see him fit into our line of work - quite easily. All that is missing in the puzzle is Internet bandwidth and language skills - the latter is becoming less important (not that it can't be taught). I recently heard that mimicking of American cartoon characters (particularly animal and bird sounds) is happening in India and a software okays the sound of someone chirping like a bird at a predetermined frequency - this type of work makes language altogether redundant!

The excitement of India's development and future is definitely felt in the insides - chiefly among its peoples but tangible development - not as yet. This gap in aspirations of the customers and lack of sufficient solutions presents a fundamental macroeconomic demand-supply opportunity. Businesses are bound to close this gap soon; the ones that lay the seeds now will take the first bites.

The Taj Mahal

It was the final morning of our Phase 1. We arrived in Agra the previous night - tired with the drive, disappointed with the dark welcome that Agra gives in trying to conserve its power. However, the next morning we stepped out at 7am and ruminated on whether we should drive or walk to the Taj. We didn't have discuss much - a few steps and we saw the main dome in all its whiteness. As we approached the east gate, we were really excited - you hear so much about it and seen so many pictures of it and read so many quotes of it that - there's a mild rush of adrenelin.

Inside, we found a 35 year old guide called Parvez Ali who explained to us the stories that he's memorized and repeated since his childhood. He was obsessed with the dates, the distances, the counts - anything to do with numbers. How the 11 + 11 mini domes represented the 22 years it took to build the Taj. How the fountains represent the year. He showed us the hooks on the main dome where India wrapped up the Taj in a black blanket during the India-Pak war to protect it from air attack. He pointed to the four main pillars and explained that they lean outwards so during an earthquake they fall out and not in. The foundation includes water tanks that also protect it from earthquakes. The older two queens have got smaller mausoleums but the Taj of course is reserved for Mumtaz Mahal and Shah Jahan. Shah Jahan was keen on building a black Taj Mahal on the other side of Yamuna but it was then that his son Aurangazeb arrested him. Later, Parvez explained that it's a little known secret that one of the reasons that Aurangazeb, a staunch Muslim arrested his father because the latter had inscribed the Holy Quran on the Taj and when it rained, the water would touch the words and drip to the floor and this would be very disrespectful. An alternate, common view is that Shah Jahan spent Rs. 4 crores (350 years ago) in building one Taj and spending that kind of money again on another one would completely empty the kingdom's treasury.

As I looked on across the Yamuna where the black Taj was supposed to be built and at the Taj - the symmetry was overwhelming. How could an architect - just by his andaz or sense of proportion build everything so symmetrically. Here I was struggling to hold the camera in a coordinated angle and there was this structure that looked exactly, exactly the same on all 4 sides. You stand right in the middle in some areas and you can't really tell the difference when you look left or right - it's precise. How did that architect whose two thumbs were chopped off after the monumental effort pull on for 22 years and coordinate 22,000 laborers to build a structure with so much precision? How did Shah Jahan have the vision to commit to a project like this that stood the tests of time? I sat near the left pillar (facing) towards the mosque and looked on and on (Parvez who got comfortable with us by then - was explaining that the Taj had done no good for them in Agra because all industry is banned and it's a big burden). From that angle, you can really see the geometrical angles - sharp and correct - I can still see it in my mind's eye. The whole effort is complicated in its simplicity. It's simple because all that one did is to figure out one side - precisely and correctly - for measurement, beauty and everything. After that the effort involved is accurate replication on all 4 sides and on the side structures - that is the real difficult part. Parvez explained to him, look just like the human body - you first have the skeleton and then lumps of flesh on it, the Taj's main structure was first built on marble and then the other stones and gems were fitted in.

Another thought occured to me by that pillar. The beauty of Taj and its structure cannot be argued against - you can't just say it's bad looking (Parvez corrected that some tourists do but that's a minor exception). It is very beautiful and magnificent and monumental - even literally. If you view it as a product - it's fundamentally very, very simple and in order to make it that simple, the underlying effort is extremely complicated - and one perceives this - anyway one wants to view it. The beauty therefore lies in the sheer simplicity and the awe-inspiring outlook is brought about by the underlying complexity. The same is true with any disruptive idea or product - iPod for example - this rule or logic holds.

Ajmer Dargah

When we reached Ajmer on Day 2 night, both Bhaskar and I were fatigued, irritated and all that. Someone helped us along the way and we made it to a hotel that provided us with beer and food - all that we were craving for. The next morning we stepped out for breakfast and on the way back I saw a direction to the Dargah...when we inquired, someone said it was just 5 min away. So we kept asking for directions and kept driving. The lanes got narrower and narrower - until we finally reached the Dargah area. The area has a potpourri of shops selling whatever you can possibly imagine - from chikki sweets to fried stuff to religious items to meat to Internet services. It's so crowded that I wonder how I decided to take the Bullet in. Like with most religious sites in India, there are beggars - in this case, there were women with their children all over. We stood outside the Dargah wondering what to do. A moderately portly man in a bright white kurta-pyjama stepped up and inquired if we would want to come inside. Having never been to a Dargah, I was of course curious and looking at Bhaskar suggested that he felt the same. The man told me that I wouldn't be allowed with my silk red boxer shorts and they'd give me a towel - so I wrapped a towel - just low enough so it would cover my knees.

Inside, it is surprisingly clean. It somehow reminded me of Kali temple in Kolkata. It's a little wilder at the Kali temple and the priest will not really hesitate to put his hand in your shirt pocket. The man...by this time I learnt his name was Miraj Chishti and that he's a 10th generation descendent of the Saint Chishti who's buried in the Dargah. He took us where we could buy the offerings and a cap to cover our hair. After that we went close to the main area where we were blessed by a priest. Crowds were thronging to get into the main Dargah area. Per Miraj's advice, we squeezed in - much to the angst of the crowds. We went closer to the center - a little confused - where the Saint is worshipped. Miraj turned out to be a priest himself and we saw him inside the railing that blocked out the Dargah. He made us touch our forehead on the silver railing, covered us with the green cloth that we offered and said the prayers in simple, understandable Hindi - broadly, he prayed that we are healthy and successful, our families and parents are healthy and happy and that we are protected from anyone's evil intentions and that we should come back to Dargah Chishti with our larger families. We then stepped out. I wanted to sit and we did for a few minutes. We also wondered if we should pay Miraj Chishti - we finally didn't but thanked him.

I don't think I perceived the impact of Ajmer at that moment when I was at the Dargah - my mind was semi-occupied in trying to grasp what was going on. We felt really good when the prayers were offered - it was so sincere and positive. I felt a sense of or field of energy or calm once we completed the experience and that stayed for a bit. I was able to see Ajmer in new light - all this is very difficult to express in words because the minute one tries to express the unexpressable he fails. But I felt that Ajmer - in spite of its crowds, dust and hustle-bustle, was enveloped by a peaceful charm like one of those Christmas toys that snow when overturned - there's a semi-spherical glass that covers a city or tree and when you turn it upside down and back, you see that it snows - Ajmer was in a sense like that - covered by a field that makes you very grounded. It left a very positive impact inside.

Top 15 tips to ride safely on Indian highways

These tips are for motorcycle riders and avoid the mundane like wear a helmet and don't drink.

1. Have a disciplined way to fill gas/petrol (e.g. if you filled at 1,700km, mentally remember that 2,000 is when you should fill next). Check your tires and lights periodically.
2. Honk a lot – while overtaking, at every highway intersection, whenever you see a vehicle waiting to join or cross the highway.
3. Watch out for lots of animals (alive and dead) on the highway - honking will help for dogs; you'll just have to avoid cows, buffaloes and donkeys.
4. You will come across unexpected potholes - if you can't avoid them, don't hesitate to go through them (you'll be okay).
5. Cars and SUVs are far more dangerous than truck drivers; do not occupy the right-most lane when you see them in the mirror.
6. On highways with no dividers, be assured that vehicles will be driven on your lane; be prepared for trucks that’ll force you into the very end of your own lane. Even if you drive carefully, remember that there's no guarantee of safety from vehicles driving in the wrong direction – just prepare for it.
7. Carry map, water, pain-spray, cash and torch at all times.
8. Wear sunscreen - lots of it - even if you are driving in the rain or a cloudy weather.
9. Keep SMSing someone periodically about your whereabouts.
10. Who your pillion rider is - is very important - it should be someone you can have fun with and can trust fully.
11. Carry a hand sanitizer and use before every single time you eat and after you pee or poop (I got one at CVS but Cinthol also makes it).
12. Do not pick fights with vehicles or people on the highway - just keep doing your thing, ignore everything else.
13. Eat moderately before the rides - don't fill yourself up (digestion begins in the brain).
14. If you like to read, take a book (yes, you can read as a pillion and it's fun).
15. Wear elbow and knee pads; wear a radium sticker on the back of your jacket.

But my butt...

Mujhe lagta hai mera woh area mein skin cheel jayega - Bhaskar, my fellow-rider

I never imagined that riding on the Bullet's seat as a pillion would be so difficult - at least for Bhaskar ;-) It's also got to do with the saddle bags - the material is water resistant and so made with tough material that is not easy on the skin. Sitting on it continuously for hours can indeed rupture your butt. At one point - I think somewhere in Rajasthan on the way to Udaipur, B got off the Bull and said, I can't take this torture anymore - it won't be possible to go to Khardung La on this. I said, What?! Then later in the day in Ajmer he clarified it would be impossible to go with this seat - he would decide to go next year or something. Hell - I thought. The next day morning, I waited for breakfast to be over (stomach-happy is always good) and broached the topic again and that we need to find solutions to the problem and not become part of the problem and finally we decided that the seat could be replaced or we'll find a way to get around this.

India is getting built everywhere

This was another observation. There's construction going on everywhere. You almost get the feeling that - every part or every other part of India has this fear that it might get left behind. Along with all the big cities and everyone touting India's development everywhere - no one wants to get left behind and they are almost in a hurry. I've not seen this kind of hurry before. Highway construction is happening everywhere - in Rajasthan, in Haryana, in Gujarat and in Maharashtra. Some credit to UP - most parts of the highway from Agra to Delhi were new and good. India is getting built at a rapid pace - whether that pace will sustain the pace that is needed for development is the question.

India goes to school

Bhaskar said that on his recent drive from Hyderabad to Pune, he kept seeing a lot of school children everywhere in Karnataka and AP. The same is true of the other states we drove through. You see in every other village children going to school - in proper uniforms. They walk a lot, taking lifts along the way and get to centralized schools. There was this 8th grade boy we spoke to in Rajasthan. He was lazily walking with an old radio - listening to the local news. I asked him, how far the next location was - he told me in a precise number the answer and then I asked him the distance between the next one and the one after that. He responded quite casually with that too. The name and details of the location - all his answers were very precise. It was interesting - the feeling I got was he had all this knowledge and wore it lightly. He was very hireable!

Impressions of cities and states

You can get a good feel of a place even when you pass through it - you don't even need to stop there. Below are roughly what was going on in my head as we passed through different places.

Maharashtra - Getting out
It was around 4 or 5PM on Thursday (Day 0) by the time we wrapped up everything and left Mumbai. You feel fresher and can see better as you get out of the city because the pollution and smog levels dramatically drop - the air is clean and the monsoon makes life look greener and more beautiful than they do in a dry summer. We stopped near Manor as the rain got really bad and we were both tired with the activities of the day that began at some 5.55 when Bhaskar's flight from Hyderabad landed. Manor didn't make any particular impression on me - we stopped at Vittal Kamat's hotel and the guy refused to bargain (we paid some Rs.400 for the night) and had beer at a neighboring bar - from what I recall now, we were clearly still in the city mode and conversations were confined our busy lives - kinda catching up and sometimes infused with excitement of the upcoming ride. Once you get to some 100km or so out of Mumbai, Maharashtra shows off its Sahayadri mountains and is mostly an agricultural land - dotted with villages. The men either dress like suburbans or in their dhotis...depending on where they are economically and mentally. The women too are sometimes like city dwellers but sometimes sarees wrapped in a traditional styles with no accompanying blouses (and interestingly how the saree traverses changes from state to state). I wondered if this type of dressing kept the men folk perpetually horny in those villages! Bhaskar clarified with his own gyan from his cooks and staff (who come from all over the country) that indeed they are!

Surat - A traffic jam of 5,000 trucks and Vadodara
How is this even possible?! As approached Surat, we noticed that trucks were lined up one after the other, one after the other and as we navigated through the narrow openings in between the stalled trucks, we realized it never seemed to end. We traveled some 10km on the extreme side of the road with the trucks parked (they were not even moving!) to the right. Trucks and cars were stalled even on the other side of this 2-lane highway. Finally after some 30km of driving and navigating, we got into Surat and were really curious what the source of this traffic squeeze was - it was the construction of one single flyover - just one! How can the local government be so, so silly? It took another 10km after the flyover for the road to open up. We lost a lot of time here. Surat as a tier-2/3 city option for operations is definitely out - for now.

The young people in Vadodara definitely looked 'hireable' - I can't pinpoint and say why I'm saying this but you can get a sense. They are eager and enthusiastic - and seemed interested in doing something - sounds like a lame way of saying but trust me they are hireable.


Ahmedabad - City of no-lights
It was nearly dusk by the time we reached Ahmedabad and we were both surprised and disappointed with what we saw - or rather didn't see. You are welcomed to a city that doesn't have enough juice to power its own traffic lights. Added to that it's crowded and unruly (of course nothing compared to Agra in UP). It's also very dusty and has all the ill-effects of an industrialized city. Ahmedabad as a tier-2 destination is also out. You get a very clear signal that there's an ineffective government.

Anand - Lush green

Anand is the birthplace of India's white revolution that made the country one of the top producers of milk globally. It's a lovely place. The air is fresh and clean. The highway crossing Anand is marvelous - not only is the road really smooth and is laid with trees on either side for miles and miles. Bhaskar's butt-travails started somewhere here (pic)...I took it lightly but little did I know what was to come the next day.

I thought of Dr. Verghese Kurien's dreams and ideas (incidentally, he went to Michigan State) and also about Amul's latest innerwear ad (where a washerwoman gets excited washing someone's Amul innerwear) as we drove by - what must've gone through his head back then and now(!). People have interesting goals, different goals - they may not be meaningful to everyone but it does become so when you get to the platform - when Dr. Kurien must've started his efforts in consolidating milk production from various farmers, it must not have appeared as a big deal but he must've known it all along. With focus and relentless action a thought or dream becomes a reality - a big reality - something that can change the situation of a whole country - not only make it self-sufficient but put it right on top - even if the top is milk production.

Gujarat - A vibrant state
Despite what I felt about Ahmedabad and Surat, you can't deny Gujarat its firm spot as one of India's vibrant and entrepreneurial states. Unlike Maharashtra where there are pockets of industrialized activity or development, you can sense continuous activity in Gujarat. The state seems developed (in a modest sense of the word where basic development is complete) and in a different league. None of the cities I saw are there yet and may not be for quite a few years but the state as a whole is more developed than other states as a whole. To put in an other way, if you were offered a choice of putting your finger anywhere on the eastern side of Gujarat and anywhere in Maharashtra - its much more likely that your finger will land in a developed area as far as Gujarat is concerned. At one point, Bhaskar scream, "Hey, Manikchand Ghutka" - at another, we noticed another known name and so on. NH8 highway in Gujarat is mostly smooth and good - except near the cities. Gandhiji's state is also very pretty in pockets (you can't sometimes really tell which state you are in on the eastern belt - Maharashtra, Gujarat, Rajasthan?). We stopped for lunch at Ankaleshwar and had an ok, ok Gujju thali (you get better ones in Mumbai). At sunset we were on a bridge on the Wartak river (pic). I spoke to a villager carrying grass on his back - despite his obvious fatigue and sweat dripping through his mustache, he smiled warmly (I still remember his face) and responded to my queries on the river and his village etc. We had driven nearly for 12 hours on Day 1 (Friday) and stopped on the border of Gujarat-Rajasthan in a place called Shamlajee and stayed at a hotel that looked like a fort (pic).


Udaipur - City rooted in past
We were itching to get into Rajasthan the night of Day 1 but finally did 10km later on Day 2 (Saturday) morning. I had different images of Rajasthan - ones that formed with constant brain-washing through ads, glossy magazine photos, movies etc. - that of a desert, camels and Lambadi women swaying with their backs open. What I saw was a bright green Mewri and Aravali mountain range, some camels that dragged load on the highways and women with their backs and faces completely wrapped with their elongated sarees. We reached Udaipur (pic) a little before lunch. Udaipur is one of the many Indian cities that is firmly rooted in its past. The city seemed lazy and very laid back. Bhaskar said, "Everyone seems to have a lot of time and nothing to do." Eagerly they pointed us to the City Palace. On the outside, the palace deceives one of its real size and complexity. It looks like a simple building from the outside but has a complicated and well thought-out architecture inside (pic - taken by a couple from Barcelona).
You can get lost easily - guess, that's the idea. It's impossible for an outside to find his way through the various quarters (particularly the queen's quarters) and find his out of the palace once he gets in. There's a big terrace that almost looks like something on the ground floor. On top, you can see the entire city of Udaipur in its bone-white marvel. There's a museum that details the entire Mewri dynasty - the longest living ruling dynasty it says. More entertaining than the palace was finding the best local place to eat and that was Santosh Dal Bati near Saroj Paul (or something that sounds like it). We snaked through the city's twists and turns and finally reached Santosh restaurant - a small non-descript place that was bustling with the local population. We went up to the 33 year old first floor and had a thali. In the neighboring kitchen, I could see some 500 rotis being taken out of the tandoor. Dal bati is a wheat based dish (bati is like a wheat laddoo) - they drown it with ghee and pour dal on it and then watch and wait for you to eat it. Udaipur like Agra is all to do with tourism and the past. It's an India that is unable to let go of its past - forget letting go, it doesn't want to find out about the future - it relies on its fantastic past and that's about it.

Ajmer - Land of peace
I will write separately about my experiences at the Darga. But the net-net is Ajmer has all the dirt, pollution (less) and crowds of a tier 3 city but yet -- but yet, it is enveloped by a mystique charm and peace. There's a lot of energy that covers the city and makes it very calming - something like a large rock in a rough ocean - the waters are rough and bustle about incessantly but the rock is there - stable and calm and unnerved by the commotion - it's something like that. We had breakfast at a not-much-to-speak-of restaurant called Swad inside Pravasi Palace (never make the mistake of asking a local which is the best restaurant in the city -- they'll point you to the most decent looking -- not the best tasting and the one that the locals frequents). On the way out of Ajmer, I saw a donkey lying nearly dead after being knocked down by a moving vehicle. It's neck had been cut and it was struggling for breath, jerking its head intermittently - the eyes already seemed dead. We aren't supposed to think twice about donkeys right? - in fact, even calling a donkey, a donkey almost seems demeaning but yet - seeing that donkey waiting to die was something else - it brought into perspective a lot of things - Upanishads say tatvam asi - you are that - or in other words and in more scientific words (my own interpretation of course), all matter is made up of atoms and therefore, you are the donkey, the donkey is you - all these thoughts ran through my ahead in that single instant. Ajmer neither stands in the old nor the new India - it has a well known university and seems to occupy its own distinct place. We spent the night of Day 2 (Saturday) in Ajmer.

Jaipur - Surging ahead
We passed through Jaipur and it's distinctly impressive. The Ajmer-Jaipur highway is the best on NH8 - as good as a I-95 on the east coast. It's a 3-laned highway on either side - so smooth that could comfortably read my book as a pillion rider. Hardly any animals on this highway. Despite its glorious 'pink' past, Jaipur is surging ahead and building a modern future. The government seems interested in creating a spot for the city in the new India. They are taking full advantage of its proximity to Delhi and have already laid out a quick, seamless highway. The roads and infrastructure in the city are pretty good.

Agra - Is this world #1?
We decided somewhere near Jaipur to go to Agra instead of to Delhi. 220km - we thought the highway would be like that of Ajmer-Jaipur. It was far from it. UP is a different ball game altogether. If I had said Vapi, Gujarat is unruly earlier - I was mild - Agra and UP is takes the first spot in unruly and symbolize the baggage that India has to carry if it has to move forward. The entrance to the world of Taj is narrow and pothole ridden with bad directions. Once you enter the city - if you make the mistake of talking to anyone - they are likely to hound you to stay here or stay there, how the cops will get you into trouble etc. The traffic is bad, bad, bad. As we got closer to the Taj (dusk had fallen and we wanted to "see" it before finding a hotel room), there are no traffic lights - it's not like there's no power - it's just that the traffic lights have been cut off. Whole of India voted online etc. to rig Taj into the #1 spot of world's top 7 wonders - and neither the central nor the state government don't have the money to light the Taj on a no-moon night! I mean, how is this even possible?! There's desperation and disappointment among its people. And they have a natural dislike towards the government. More than one person commented - oh, the government can't take care of itself, forget the Taj and the roads and water and electricity. Our guide said, Shah Jahan made the Taj Mahal and gave us all a big burden; Agra can't progress because no industry is allowed. But is that true? No one stopped Agra from educating it folks and joining the software bandwagon? I was deeply disappointed. The Taj itself is spectacular - more on this later.

Haryana - Damn Good
Haryana has beautifully exploited its proximity to Delhi with cities like Gurgaon. It's much like what New Jersey is to New York or what Virginia is to DC. The highways are great and the state is a good blend of villages and modern life- you can almost see the building up towards to Delhi.

After more than 1,700 km of driving, we approached smog-filled Delhi - it's really surprising how visibility drops as you near big cities everywhere. It's the price of development - how much we keep squeezing out of Nature and how patient Nature is in spite of everything.