hmmmm...it was an interesting trip...I feel really sorry for Tibet...it's a loss...a deep loss...the culture, the people seemed confused...i don't know this thing about religion...why the desperation....each to his own yes...but still...i couldn't feel that thing inside...i tried yes...the human condition is about wanting to be understood...to feel free...to be accepted without judgment...to feel light within...we all want that thing we know within...sometimes it happens, sometimes not...it was a coming back this journey...a lapse with much in between...life turned...many shifts...but to not be seen for the present...of a rolling past, of an unknown future...years roll...i think about the body...it's a blessing...it's changed...stronger...got that summits book...the journeys...scomfortable...a surrounding peace...but how can you have cities within a mountain...but that's what we'll make it in the name of development...all the solar panels...it's fine...the phone connectivity...it's fine...the new buildings, the roads it's fine...the jobs it's fine...but it all comes at a deep, deep loss that you can't put your finger on...what is it that we want? for what? and what do we do after we get that? and then what? what is it that we are losing? what is it that we are gaining? everything that happens touches at a very deep level and it takes a long time to allow it to leave you...but it never does...every experience adds...it connects...it mixes...it makes it something of its own...anyone's guess where it'll go from here...life...yes only at those times...the heart is not an organ...but no one knows that...may be when we say heart we mean the soul...when we say mann we know not what we mean...and what about the soul of a region...of a people...of a time...of a mountain...does it matter? it'll be lost in the dusts of time...this region...these people...us...me...you...him...her...everything...like that moment in bhyrappa's parva...after the end of the battle...it's all lost anyways...the water washes everything over...i have nothing to say really...i feel sorry for the chinese too...what are you doing really? and what are you getting out of it? so what if they all become chinese? then what happens? what is chinese? even if you have a 200 year vision...so what? it's all a blink of time...to love truly, to be in love...to expand...and stay grounded at the same time...that's all there is to it...if you know then you know...that's that...
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